Post by oscar christian bellerose on Oct 8, 2010 18:04:42 GMT -5
oscar christian bellerose
character basics
I WANNA DARKEN IN THE SKIES, OPEN THE FLOODGATES UP.
I WANT TO CHANGE MY MIND, I WANT TO BE ENOUGH.
I WANNA DARKEN IN THE SKIES, OPEN THE FLOODGATES UP.
I WANT TO CHANGE MY MIND, I WANT TO BE ENOUGH.
FULL NAME , oscar christian bellerose
NICKNAMES , ossie, os.
AGE , nineteen
BIRTHDAY , february twenty fourth.
SEXUALITY , straight
GRADE , freshman
OCCUPATION , student - theatre major
MEMBER GROUP , college student
hello, my name is jade. i am seventeen years young and i consider myself a(n) INTERMEDIATE roleplayer. i found this site through angie. so, here's an example of my average post:
Taylor had been walking around like a zombie all week; the first day that Callum announced he wanted a break from her, she’d accepted that he was angry and thought he’d call her after a day, two at a push. But a whole week with nothing, and she’d barely slept or spoken to anybody since – even to her best friends she’d been keeping her distance from them. Oliver told her a break meant she was single..but surely, they would have split up if Callum wanted to go out and see other people? Oliver. The guy Taylor had thrown away everything for..it was her own fault and she didn’t even understand how the gossip pages had gotten hold of the information. They’d been posting things about her for days now; every post a twisted version of the truth.
She hadn’t shared a bed with Oliver in the way everyone assumed, but they’d been cuddling and talking about what was going on in their lives. It was no secret that her friends didn’t approve of her relationship, but they were happy enough to let her be the slut she used to be and screw anyone who so much as smiled her way..She couldn’t comprehend why they weren’t pleased for her finding someone she wanted to spend the rest of her life. Though, after kissing Oliver, Taylor didn’t even know if she had a future with him anymore..if she were him, she’d have called off the whole relationship. Every time she closed her eyes at night, all she could see was his face and it just made her feel even more disgusted with herself that she could even think about kissing another man when she already had one who made her feel amazing and loved her more than she’d ever been loved by anybody. Despite the fact that she’d been ill for the past few weeks and now she wasn’t sleeping or eating properly, Taylor had been leaving the house early in the morning and just..walking. Thinking about anything and everything to distract her from the knowledge that she was a selfish brat and she didn’t deserve anybody.
Sighing softly, she thrust her key into the lock, expecting it to be locked as, even though it was Callum’s home, he’d stupidly told her to stay and she froze, her heart dropping to her stomach as the thoughts swam madly inside her head. There were only two people who had the key. And the other person hadn’t made an appearance all week. Taking a steady breath, Taylor kept quiet as she pushed open the front door, shoving her keys into her handbag and tossing it, along with her coat into the downstairs closet. Yes, she was trying to buy herself time before she saw him..but part of her didn’t even want to see him, while the other half wanted nothing more than to be in his arms again.
Any other time and she’d have been freaking out over the fact that she looked a complete mess; her dark hair had been scraped back into a rough ponytail; her usually flawless face was pale and the dark circles under her eyes gave her a slight deranged look..but she didn’t care. Who did she have left to impress? Braxton hated her, again. She and Ollie had agreed it was best..not to talk and Taylor couldn’t even handle being around anyone else..the one person she wanted didn’t even want to be with her anymore.
She didn’t have time to think about much else as she saw him standing outside their bedroom..his bedroom..the bedroom. Her eyes darted to the bag in his hand, before gazing at his face. “I..I don’t even know what to say.” As she stood opposite him, she hesitated as to whether or not she should move closer but her body had froze and she couldn’t even think anymore. He started to blur slightly as her blue eyes started welling up with tears, but she wiped them away quickly, looking away from him and sighing softly. Crying wasn’t going to fix anything and the last thing she wanted to do was cry over her him again, so as she cleared the lump from her throat and wiped away the last tear – her eyes searched out his again. “I’m sorry..I know, it’s just a word and it doesn’t take back what I did..but I’ve never regretted something so much in my entire life.” Shrugging gently, she leaned against the wall, away from him. “Guess I just needed you to know that..”.
She hadn’t shared a bed with Oliver in the way everyone assumed, but they’d been cuddling and talking about what was going on in their lives. It was no secret that her friends didn’t approve of her relationship, but they were happy enough to let her be the slut she used to be and screw anyone who so much as smiled her way..She couldn’t comprehend why they weren’t pleased for her finding someone she wanted to spend the rest of her life. Though, after kissing Oliver, Taylor didn’t even know if she had a future with him anymore..if she were him, she’d have called off the whole relationship. Every time she closed her eyes at night, all she could see was his face and it just made her feel even more disgusted with herself that she could even think about kissing another man when she already had one who made her feel amazing and loved her more than she’d ever been loved by anybody. Despite the fact that she’d been ill for the past few weeks and now she wasn’t sleeping or eating properly, Taylor had been leaving the house early in the morning and just..walking. Thinking about anything and everything to distract her from the knowledge that she was a selfish brat and she didn’t deserve anybody.
Sighing softly, she thrust her key into the lock, expecting it to be locked as, even though it was Callum’s home, he’d stupidly told her to stay and she froze, her heart dropping to her stomach as the thoughts swam madly inside her head. There were only two people who had the key. And the other person hadn’t made an appearance all week. Taking a steady breath, Taylor kept quiet as she pushed open the front door, shoving her keys into her handbag and tossing it, along with her coat into the downstairs closet. Yes, she was trying to buy herself time before she saw him..but part of her didn’t even want to see him, while the other half wanted nothing more than to be in his arms again.
Any other time and she’d have been freaking out over the fact that she looked a complete mess; her dark hair had been scraped back into a rough ponytail; her usually flawless face was pale and the dark circles under her eyes gave her a slight deranged look..but she didn’t care. Who did she have left to impress? Braxton hated her, again. She and Ollie had agreed it was best..not to talk and Taylor couldn’t even handle being around anyone else..the one person she wanted didn’t even want to be with her anymore.
She didn’t have time to think about much else as she saw him standing outside their bedroom..his bedroom..the bedroom. Her eyes darted to the bag in his hand, before gazing at his face. “I..I don’t even know what to say.” As she stood opposite him, she hesitated as to whether or not she should move closer but her body had froze and she couldn’t even think anymore. He started to blur slightly as her blue eyes started welling up with tears, but she wiped them away quickly, looking away from him and sighing softly. Crying wasn’t going to fix anything and the last thing she wanted to do was cry over her him again, so as she cleared the lump from her throat and wiped away the last tear – her eyes searched out his again. “I’m sorry..I know, it’s just a word and it doesn’t take back what I did..but I’ve never regretted something so much in my entire life.” Shrugging gently, she leaned against the wall, away from him. “Guess I just needed you to know that..”.
